I am experiencing a very difficult week
I shed tears and cried almost every night
sigh…
yes it is very hard for me to let go
I am too serious about you
I really wish you would open up and communicate with me
otherwise… I don’t know what you are thinking
I felt really really upset when I asked you questions
you ended up deciding not to respond anything…
you could tell me you needed time to process how to answer or tell me you felt not comfortable to answer
it was much better than leaving me on read
when you left me on read
I didn’t know what you were thinking
I could only guessed maybe you didn’t want to answer my questions…
maybe you didn’t know how to respond so you held on to it?
too many assumptions…
…………..
your no response really really hurt my feelings
I shared with I how I felt
you told me you didn’t have to answer in the timing that I wanted or if you didn’t want to
you have your point
however, I felt the way you respond to me was mean and disrespectful…
I prefer you made it clear and say it out instead of keeping silence
I feel heartbroken ><
I wonder if you treat your love or your friends or your family like this?
how would you feel if I treat you the same way?
sigh…
feels like I was your toy…
when you like it…
you would text me sweet words that made me feel you were trying to get closer
when you didn’t want to open up…
you would keep it silence and push me away
you really really hurt me this time…