First Week of January

a recap of my first week of January 2026

PTL everything seemed okay but not exactly lol


Work

on Monday, IT team helped take a look at our in-house large printing machine

according to them, there is an issue in the printer itself

which means… we need to find a way to replace it…

other than that, everything is okay

thanks God I was not busy at all

so when my coworkers told me that they have an urgent protect that need me to help design

I am available to spend time doing it


Life

my daily life over the week was as usual, very normal

but I am still in a healing process

over the week, even though I was okay during day time

I could smile, laugh, be positive etc.

I was quite down at night

especially after I turned off the light and laid down on bed

I cried again….

I realized that I cried every other week

sometimes I still asked God why it happened this way…

why I was not able to be with the person I love etc.

I still thought a lot of the joyful and sweet moments I had in this relationship

I still thought about him every day

however, I have started wondering….

I wondered if I really miss him or I only miss the idea of him…

when I got to work this morning

I saw a purple Tesla again

to me that’s omg

but I am still willing to keep my promise

every time when I see a purple Tesla

I will pray for him

it is my promise to God

however, when I am able to let it go

I have no idea…

but I have to believe that with God, everything will be alright

thank you God

You are always here with me

please heal my heart

help me let it go and move on

make my heart ready and open to meet a new relationship

may God bless, Amen~

September

wow~ can’t believe it’s September already~

and i am back finally~ lol

i am sorry that I was too lazy to write my diary in August…

as September comes

i need to resume writing my daily and devotion diary again

cannot give anymore excuse to myself!


Work

summer is always my busiest season at work as i need to work on annual report

even though the process seems slower than last year

and sometimes i might even need to work over the weekend

thanks God

i work calmly and peacefully every day

currently i have finished first drafts for all sections that are ready for me to do layout

i will make revisions in the next couple weeks

hope we could finish this project by the end of this month!


Weight Loss Journey

although i am busy at work

i keep doing exercise every day after i get back home from work

(use this way to relieve my pressure)

indeed….

i am a bit sad or disappointed about my weight

wish my weight could reach 120 lbs to lower lol

but the fact that it keeps at around 123 lbs in the past few months

it sounds discouraging….

is the hard work i did useless???

well~ it is not

my waist is recently getting slimmer (at least)

i am not going to give up!

i will keep doing exercise to burn more fat!

let’s keep fighting!!!!!!!!!


Fashion

i recently bought two pairs of skinny pants through Yesstyle and two activewears from Coffee Lam

hahaha…. it seems like i recently keep shopping online and buying new clothes lol

my family didn’t say anything

but i know it is time to stop for awhile

or i might need to throw some old clothes away by donating

otherwise…

there is no room for me to put my new clothes….

anyway~

wish i could receive then soon~


sounds like i did many things in August… lol

but the fact is…. no….

my daily schedule is: wake up -> go to work -> exercise after work -> sleep

seems boring but i enjoy it

wish September is another wonderful and fabulous month

may God bless~

first day of summer school

as summer school starts today

our company becomes bustling and hustling

due to the pandemic

this year we are going to order food from commercial vendors instead of cooking ourselves

and one of my coworkers and i are in charge of helping summer school pick up the food till Wednesday since the coworker who is responsible to pick up the food is currently off

we ordered Yoshinoya for lunch today

as we arrived at around 11:20am

they were still packing for us

we needed to wait for few more minutes til they are done packing all the lunch boxes for us

the funny thing was…. as i checked out

i found that they list all the items one by one on the receipt lol

which made the receipt become very long…. 😅

other than that

the staff from Yoshinoya was very nice

he helped us load our food on my trunk

we really appreciated they service ^^

however, as we went back to office

it was almost time for students to have lunch…

time was just barely enough for us to pick up food and go back to office

tomorrow we are going to order from different vendor

think we might need to go earlier lol

may God keep us safe in each ride

and may all the efforts we put in could glorify Your name as we worked together as a family~

crazy morning…

the organization I work with has provided covid-19 vaccine since this morning

we have set up a hotline for this event

however…. everything seemed crazy and messed up lol

the line got jammed somehow…

while the hotline is not working

people called to our center for help or even tried to walk in for appointment

but the fact that we can do nothing for them… ><

what we could do is ask them to call the hotline again next day or later


we might receive many complaint today….

i hope the situation might get better tomorrow

may God give us wisdom to deal with us

give us a peaceful and calm heart to communicate with our client

may God bless~

一場大雨

今個冬季終於迎來第一場大雨

昨晚真的下得很厲害

雨降下來的聲音不但很大

而且又有閃電、又雷聲隆隆…

那聲音除了把我弄醒外

也讓我覺得有點兒害怕….

幸好後來還可以入睡


一場大雨後

今早回到公司

發現漏水情況頗嚴重的

地毯有一大位置都濕了

我們幾乎把所有拉圾筒都拿出來盛水

也把所有風扇都拿出來

試著把地毯吹乾一些

以免地毯之後會發出味道


上班才兩個小時左右

我感覺好像已經跑了一整天似的

好累啊~

今晚有應會好得很好吧 lol

希望漏水問題不會更嚴重

求主保守

A MEN~